I don't want to get attached anymore.

Saying 'good-bye' to a person that you are attached to is one of the hardest things ever. But you know, that letting them go is the best thing for their happiness. If being unattached means that my heart won't hurt when I let go, then I don't want to get attached to anybody or anything, ever again.

I don't want to try too hard anymore

There are days where I don't know where I belong. Where I thought I belong in one place, and then when I finally found out about the truth of the place, I begin to think that I don't belong there. Where I thought that these people are the pieces that I need to complete my life, and then when I finally found out more, I begin to rethink what I thought.

There are times when I tried too hard to fit in to those places. To think like they do, to feel what they feel, to see things the way they see it. Well, you know what? I don't want to do that anymore. I don't want to waste my discoveries of myself and what I can do with it by doing things the way other people do it. I don't want other people to like me because I act like them, I want them to like me because I act like me.

It's not like I need to belong in one place and only want to interact with only the people that fit with me. No. It's just that, I don't want to try too hard anymore.

I personally love it when I look at my reflection on the mirror and see that my skin is slightly burned.
I personally love it when I look at my hands and see some cuts and scars somewhere in between the lines.

Why?

Because they are proof that I've been up to something.