How does high school make you feel?

To be honest, high school makes me feel... insane.

Yeah, there are lots of people out there facing bigger problems than I am. But, I just want to share some facts in my life here, and I would feel so happy if you, the one reading this... whoever you are, are relating to how I feel. Because then, I know that I'm not alone.

Insane can be a very extreme word to be used to define how an individual feels about high school, but it's the truth. I can't seem to find another word for it. It's like, the white to the yolk. I can't find anything else that fits.

Personally, right now, I'm going through a phase where I'm beginning to see the world differently. Some people call this breaking out of shells or whatnot, but to me, this is just getting a better sense of what life really is by making leaps from one branch to a higher branch, and getting a better view of what is it that's out there...

It is causing insanity to see that grown-ups aren't really as different as how I am right now. What is it that makes grown-ups so significantly different than me, a fifteen year old? From the way I see it, grown-ups make the same mistakes that we fifteen-year-olds do. Perhaps, the only big difference between grown-ups and fifteen-year-olds is only the amount of experience that we have.

Lately, I've also been going insane with my forgetfulness. It has been going out of hand. To know that I am not the only one with the problems of forgetting is such a relief, because I'm scared of forgetting anything anymore and messing everything up... like I tend to do.

I am also realizing the fact that none of us really know what to do. I've always wanted to do great things, and I've always been thinking, how? How on Earth am I going to do such a thing? What will it take to make me qualify to do that?

To be blunt, we all don't know. In my opinion, the only thing that can make us know how to do great things and be qualified to do so is to believe in ourselves. Without this belief, we will never be able to do greater and excel. Nobody wants to be stuck in one level for their whole life, right? So, believe in yourself. Whatever it is that you want to do, you can. Be confident, because if some random dude can do it, why. can't. you.

There you have it, my causes for high school insanity.