Today, and everyday...

are full of lessons. Full of feelings, full of thoughts, and inevitably, full of people.

If I have to be honest to everybody out there, there are times in my life where my heart tells me that it does not want to encounter other people anymore. Mainly because in the past, it has felt a lot of disappointments, heart-breaks, and anger due to people.

I have just climbed a new branch of the tree and have been seeing things from an added perspective: that it's hard to trust people. It's because, a lot of them pretend; a lot of them lie. Even though I have given 40% (percentage based on estimation from heart and mind) of my trust on a few people, I still am not sure who to trust anymore. Sometimes, I don't even trust myself.

I have also concluded that everyone's selfish; at least, the people around me are. Is it really that hard to consider another individual in your choices?

But what would I be without other people? We are all in fact, social creatures; as much as we hate other people, we cannot live without them. I hate being lonely. But at the same time, I don't want to give my precious time to people who I can't even trust.