If you ask me, first times are the most exciting times. You don't know what in the world you're going to face, but you prepare for it anyway. And you can never believe what anybody else says about the certain experience that they have had in the field of what we're facing for the first time, because everybody has got a different eye for things.

Perhaps I could describe my life as a vegetable soup with healthy and toxic veggies in it. I need to make the right choices in order to have the healthy veggies and try to not even consider the toxic ones. But even if I do take toxic veggies, under my own circumstances, I would not feel disappointed anyway, because it was my choice... and I could learn from that.