Certainly not owning the memory of an elephant

Now I totally understand why my mom worries about me a lot! It's because... it's easy for someone to get worried of me! If I was a person who knew me well, I'd be worried of me too.

You know why?

Because I forget everything! God, why is it so hard for me to not forget anything?

Just an hour ago I was packing my bag for today's activity and I went like, Oh all I need is just this binder and a pen nothing too much about today, but you know what I forgot? You know what?

MY PHONE, my dang cellphone! I forgot my cellphone. Well even though it's been irritating me this morning when I've just woke up and couldn't resist the thought of Instagram surfing and whatnot and wasting my time on it (if I were wiser I wouldn't blame my phone), but how can I possibly forget the only device that I can use to contact my mom, my mom who drives me everywhere???

I mean, that's just dumb.

It's not just stuff that I need to bring, it's everything.

I think to myself a lot about how I need to improve myself, I often make mental notes to myself and... you know what? I forget them! So fast. So quick.

Maybe that's why I haven't been developing in quite some time because... I forgot how I should? I don't know, ugh.

I'm so worried of myself. But I'll try to fix this. I'll try. Nothing's instant, and if it is, it won't last long...