Why? Well, here's the catch.
Today, I went to the movie theater with my family. I brought my batik bag with me (which I bought in Yogyakarta if you're interested), and in my bag, all of the things that I brought to school the same day today (books, pencil case, my phone; you'll see why I made the "phone" bold like that). We saw the movie "2 Guns" (which was to be honest, not my kind of movie) and we left the theater after the movie was over. I felt like I really wanted to get out there as soon as I could, so yeah, I didn't even think about double-checking stuff.
Next, we got into the car and yadda, yadda, yadda. I didn't feel like I lost anything. I didn't even feel any need to check if everything I have is in my bag, and I happen to be feeling like I've overdosed in chatting, so I am trying to reduce that. I didn't check my bag to take my phone and check if any interesting things are happening over social networks that I may be missing out on. Man, am I a stupido.
The moment I realized that my phone wasn't in a place where it should be, I tried to stay calm. I thought, Maybe I just forgot to unplug it from the car charger. And boy, was I wrong.
I got scolded big time because of this. Why? Well... one, because I was (and hopefully not again) a stupido. Second, this is not the first time this kind of situation happened. This is somewhat a remake of what happened when I was still in 8th grade (or was it 9th?). I forgot about my phone when I left the movie cinema. I didn't have any bags with me, so at that time I thought, Ah, probably Mamah is keeping it in her bag. But no, it wasn't in her bag. It was in my lousy pocket (which couldn't really hold anything to place), and it fell to the depths of the cinema chairs. Plus, I was younger then, and I should have learned from my mistake. But I guess... well, I guess I didn't do what I had to do.
I know that calling myself a stupido won't solve anything. I guess what I'll try to do now is I'll try to reduce that stupido-ness of mine and I'll try to be a better Virta, again.
I feel so sorry for my mother. She was very tired already when I suddenly gave her a panic attack because I said that I lost my phone and it's probably in the movie theater. Plus, she's the one that got me that Samsung S3 Mini.
I know, I know. I should have been more responsible of my things, and regarding that I am in first year of high school right now... I should be able to take good care of my things (especially if they are expensive things, like... oh, I don't know, a phone?!) because someday and somewhere, I'll have to be living alone and independent.
Dear God, I'm sorry if I am not grateful for what You have given me. I was such a stupido for leaving that phone of mine and took it for granted. I will try to reduce my stupido-ness from this day on.
Good night.
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